Feeling encouraged!

  We skyped with Will today, and it was very hard for me because I miss him so much.  I had a mini breakdown this morning after we skyped him.  He was so sweet and encouraged me to not be so sad!  He is having a great time with friends, and for that I am very happy for him, and more than grateful for those caring for him while we are gone.  This whole process is not for the faint of heart.  Norah has been incredible, and so very brave.  Along with the transition into our family comes some hard emotions, but I did not realize they would be coming from my side so strongly.  I think the reality of how drastically our lives will change is hitting me, along with being extremely tired... She is going through it too, and I can't imagine the thoughts in her little mind!  I really think her hives yesterday were probably stress -induced, as they did not have an explanation. 
Anyway, the reality of our transition and being overwhelmed with fear and tired-ness blew up in my soul this morning.  After a good cry and a nap, and inviting the Lord to yet again speak truth into my heart, I can say thankfully, I am in a much better place!!  It was as if something switched on, and my fear and worry took a back seat to what God says is true about me.  About Norah.  About what is true about adoption and why he has gifted our family this precious girl!
We went to the Alligator Park today and had a great time, even in the blazing heat!  Norah's demeanor has increasingly been more relaxed with us.  It's so fun to watch her light up and have fun!

We laughed alot today, and I am rejoicing in the Father's good good gift of cute little Norah.  I know this journey has ups and downs.  I am just encouraged that there is always another up after the next "down"!
I tried durien today for the first time!  It's nicknamed the "stinky fruit", and there are even signs on some business's and hotel doors to not bring it in, or you will be fined!  LOL!  Well, let me confirm, it was disgusting.  It does stink, but the worst is the nastiest mushy consistency EVER... I just had to try it for the experience:)  It was on my "things to do in Thailand" list.